I went to the doctor yesterday and found out that I do have to have a defibrillator/pacemaker put in. I have scarring on my heart and some damage that hasn’t healed so there is always that possibility that I could have another heart attack thus the defib. It was an emotional day and I have realized that I can’t dwell on it and just move on. So that is what I am going to do. Move on! You only live once so you have to make the most of your life and that is what I intend on doing. I will be going in the hospital in 2 weeks for a day or 2 so there will be a few days of me not posting. Hope that everyone will follow me when I return. Thanks for understanding my situation.